BeyondRepare

It appears I have been missing in action for quite some time. This post, however will be very short and may be back tomorrow with a new poem.
Today, I honestly feel like I'm just done trying. I've simply not had the motivation to do anything, despite the gorgeous weather. Sleep evades me, as does the desire to even do so, for fear of the nightmare that follows. Even if I don't consciously remember it upon waking up, my body very much does. As I briefly implied, above, I have begun writing again, after not doing so in probably almost two years and as you will find out, even though I am sure I am just writing this for myself, I'm not certain that it's a good thing. Walks do not calm me down and music does not--repeat, does NOT--help. Things are not getting better, a little more detail possibly to come in the future, on that. Yet, I know that as soon as tomorrow comes, I will still want to try harder. So, I guess that's all there is to it, for now....

So I am sorry I haven't exactly been active lately. I kept meaning too, really, I did! I have just been really busy as of late, had a lot going on. Tonight I felt the need to rant where no one would get into my privacy at home and so.... thus brings me back to the world of deviantART. 

You can only say "Guilty" or "Innocent".

♦ RULE 2

You are not allowed to explain anything unless someone comments/messages you and asks!

Kissed one of your friends?

Guilty

Danced on a table in a bar?

Innocent-ish

Ever told a lie?

Guilty

Ever kissed someone of the same sex?

Guilty

Kissed a picture?

Guilty

Slept in until 5 p.m.?

innocent

Fallen asleep at work/school?

Guilty

Held a snake?

innocent

Been suspended from school?

innocent

Worked at a fast food restaurant?

Innocent

Been fired from a job?

Innocent

Done something you regret?

Guilty

Laughed until something you were drinking came out your nose?

guilty

Caught a snowflake on your tongue?

Guilty

Kissed in the rain?

innocent

Sat on a roof top?

Guilty

Kissed someone you shouldn't?

guilty

Sang in the shower?

Guilty

Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on?

guilty

Shaved your head?

Innocent

Slept naked?

guilty

Had a boxing membership?

Innocent

Made a boyfriend/girlfriend cry?

Guilty

Donated blood?

Innocent

Eaten alligator meat?

innocent

Eaten cheesecake?

Guilty

Have/had a tattoo?

Innocent

Liked someone, but will never tell who?

Innocent

Been too honest?

Guilty

Ruined a surprise?

guilty

Ate in a restaurant and gotten so bloated that you couldn't walk afterwards?

Innocent

Erased someone in your friends list?

guilty

Dressed in a woman's clothes (if your a guy) or man's clothes (if your a girl)?

Guilty

Joined a pageant?

Innocent

Been told that you're handsome or beautiful by someone who totally meant what they said?

Guilty

Had communication with your ex?

Guilty

Get totally drunk one night and you have an important exam tomorrow morning?

Innocent

A total stranger treat you by paying your jeepney/tricycle fare?

Innocent

Get so angry that you cried really hard?

Guilty

Tried to stay away from someone for their own good?

guilty

Thought about suicide?

guilty

Thought about murder?

Guilty

How bout mass murder?

guilty

Tried illegal drugs and then liked it?

guilty

Rode in a stranger's vehicle?

guilty

Stalked someone?

Innocent

Been so drunk that you forget things that happened while you were intoxicated?

Innocent

Had a girlfriend/boyfriend?

Guilty

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Belle

[] You've kissed someone your friends didn't like

[] You've been lost in the forest

[x] You love to read

[x] You are not shy at all

[x] One of your family members is a bit weird

[x] You have done volunteer work

[x] You have a wild imagination

[x] You love to take care of people in need

[? I suspect] You've had guys like you only because they think you're pretty

[x] You've rejected at least one person when they've asked you out

Total: 8?

Rapunzel

[x] You're an orphaned child or have an evil step-mother

[x] You have many different hobbies to keep you busy

[x] You can get really bored

[x] You have very long hair

[] Your hair is bright blonde

[x] You're an artsy person

[/] You're childish

[/] You can't wait to stop the same routine each day and start living

[x] You care about others and their feelings

[ ] You like to follow the rules

Total: 7

Alice

[ ] You have/had a pet rabbit

[/] You love to play cards

[ ] You constantly know the time

[x] You get in sticky situations

[x] You have been to a court

[x] You have fallen asleep while doing homework.

[x] You have had a tea party

[x] You like hats

[ ] You're late

[/] You know how to play croquet

Total: 6

Jasmine

[ ] Your dad is rich

[x] You are very clever

[x] You've been with someone way different from you

[x] You're unique and different from everyone else

[x] You'd never marry someone just because they were rich

[x] You have set a lot of goals for yourself

[ ] You don't have a lot of friends

[x] You're independent

[ ] You are wealthy

[x] Your parents try to control your life

Total: 7

Megara

[x] Your boyfriend is strong

[x] You have gotten involved with the wrong people before

[x] You are very convincing

[x] You have fallen in love before

[x] You have had your heart broken

[x] You find an interest in Greek mythology

[x] You lie sometimes

[/] You pretend to be someone you're not

[x] You have been used

[x] Purple is one of your favourite colours

Total: 9.5

Ariel

[/] Your parents expect a lot from you

[ ] You really try to follow the rules, but it's hard for you

[x] You're a bit of a trouble maker

[ ] You're the youngest in your family

[ ] You have a lot of sisters

[x] You collect something

[x] You have/had long hair

[x] You are adventurous

[x] You're extremely curious

[ ] You believe everything people tell you/you're a bit gullible

Total: 5.5

Aurora

[x] You live/have lived with someone other than your parents

[x] You almost died at a very young age

[/] You are gentle, loving, and/or thoughtful

[/] You have a decent singing voice

[ ] You like to sleep in late on the weekends

[/] You spend most of your time outside

[/] You're adopted

[/] You're very romantic

[ ] Pink is one of your favorite colors

Total: 4.5

Cinderella

[/] One of your parents is dead

[x] You are expected to do a lot of chores

[ ] You love to dress up

[x] You love animals

[x] You are waiting patiently for your Prince Charming

[x] Your mom is really strict

[ ] You have sisters who seem kind of jealous of you

[/] You're afraid to speak your mind sometimes

[x] You have left your shoes at a friends house before (... xD)

[/] You have blond hair

Total: 6.5

Snow White

[ ] You know that you're beautiful

[x] Sometimes it seems like your mom is jealous of you

[x] You've almost been killed

[?] You have at least seven good friends

[x] You've had food poisoning

[ ] You have/had short hair

[x] You get along with almost everyone

[/] All of your friends are different

[x] You love to have a good time

[x] You're happier when you're out of the house than in

Total: 6.5?

Tinkerbell

[x] You get jealous easily

[ ] You loved your childhood

[/] You like to fly

[/] You believe in magic

[ ] You're 5'2 or under

[ ] You hate pirates

[x] You love sparkle

[x] People underestimate you

[x] You get angry easily

[ ] You have/had a treehouse

Total: 5

Pocahontas

[x] You love to walk around and explore big cities

[x] You are more spiritual than religious

[ ] You've been in an interracial relationship

[x] One of your family members is dead

[/] Your parents are very protective of you

[x] Someone you know has been in war

[x] You love nature

[/] You have/had black hair

[x] You would love to move somewhere exotic and beautiful

[x] You're very adventurous

Total: 8

Mulan

[x] You can be a tomboy sometimes.

[x] People wish you could be a bit more girly

[/] You've pretended to be someone you're not

[x] You've had a physical fight with someone

[x] You have/had considered running away from home

[x] Your parents try to plan your life out

[x] A lot of your friends are boys

[x] You sometimes find yourself in bad situations

[x depends which you mean] You love your family so much that you'd do anything to protect them

Total: 8.5

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Level 1

() Smoked A Cigarette

(x) Smoked A Cigar

(x) Kissed A Member Of The Same Sex

SO FAR: 2

Level 2

(x) Are / Been In Love

(x) Dumped someone

( ) Been Fired

(x) Been In A Fist Fight

SO FAR: 5

Level 3

(x) Had A Crush On An Older Person

(x) Skipped Class

( ) Slept With A Co-worker

(x) Seen Someone / Something Die

SO FAR: 8

Level 4

(x) Had / Have A Crush On One Of Your deviantart / sheezyart Friends

( ) Been To Paris

( ) Been To Spain

() Been On A Plane

(x) Thrown Up From Drinking

SO FAR: 10

Level 5

(x) Eaten Sushi

(x) Been Snowboarding

(x) Met Someone Through Internet

(x) Been in a Mosh Pit

SO FAR: 14

Level 6

(/) Been In An Abusive Relationship

(x) Taken Pain Killers

(x) Liked/loved Someone Who You Cant Have

(x) Laid On Your Back And Watched Cloud Shapes Go By

(x) Made A Snow Angel

SO FAR: 18.5

Level 7

(x) Had A Tea Party

(x) Flown A Kite

(x) Built A Sand Castle

(x) Gone mudding

(x) Played Dress Up

SO FAR:  23.5

Level 8

(x) Jumped Into A Pile Of Leaves

(x) Gone Sledging

(x) Cheated While Playing A Game

(x) Been Lonely

(x) Fallen Asleep At Work / School

SO FAR: 28.5

Level 10

(x) Watched The Sun Set

( ) Felt An Earthquake

( ) Killed A Snake

SO FAR:  29.5

Level 11

(x) Been Tickled

(/) Been Robbed / Vandalized

(x) Been cheated on

(x) Been Misunderstood

SO FAR: 33

Level 12

(x) Won A Contest

() Been Suspended From School

(x) Had Detention

(x) Been In A Car / Motorcycle Accident

SO FAR:  36

Level 13

() Had / Have Braces

(x) Eaten a whole pint of ice cream in one night

(x) Danced in the moonlight

SO FAR: 38

Level 14

(x) Hated The Way You Look

(x) Witnessed A Crime

(x) Pole Danced

(x) Questioned Your Heart

(x) Been obsessed with post-it-notes

SO FAR: 43

Level 15

(x) Squished Barefoot Through The Mud

( ) Been To The Opposite Side Of The World

(x) Swam in the ocean

(x) Felt like you were dying

SO FAR: 46

Level 16

(x) Cried to sleep

(x) Played Cops And Robbers

(x) Recently Colored With Crayons / Colored Pencils / Markers

(x) Sang Karaoke

(x) Paid For A Meal With Only Coins

SO FAR:  51

Level 17

(x) Done Something You Told Yourself You Wouldn't

(x) Made Prank Phone Calls

(x) Laughed Until Some Kind Of Beverage Came Out Of Your Nose

( ) Kissed In The Rain

SO FAR:  54

Level 18

(x) Written A Letter To Santa Claus

(x) Watched The Sun Set/ sun rise With Someone You Care/Cared About

(x) Blown Bubbles

(x) Made A Bonfire On The Beach Or Anywhere

SO FAR: 58

Level 19

(x) Crashed A Party

( ) Have Traveled More Than 5 Days With A Car Full Of People

(x) Gone Rollerskating / Blading

(/) Had A Wish Come True

( ) Been Humped By A Monkey

SO FAR: 60.5

Level 20

( ) Worn Pearls

(x) Jumped Off A Bridge

(x) Screamed "Penis" or "Vagina"

( ) Swam With Dolphins

SO FAR: 62.5

Level 22

(x) Got Your Tongue Stuck To A Pole/Freezer/ice Cube

( ) Kicked A Fish

(x) Worn The Opposite Sex's Clothes

(x) Sat On A Roof Top

SO FAR: 65.5

Level 23

(x) Screamed At The Top Of Your Lungs

(x) Done / Attempted A One-Handed Cartwheel

(x) Talked On The Phone For More Than 6 Hours

(x) Recently stayed up for a while talking to someone you care about

SO FAR: 69.5

Level 24

(x) Picked And Ate An Apple Right Off The Tree

(x) Climbed A Tree

(/) Had/Been In A Tree House

() Been scared To watch scary movies alone

SO FAR: 72

Level 25

(x) Believed In Ghosts

( ) Have / had More Then 30 Pairs Of Shoes

( ) Gone Streaking

(x) Visited Jail

SO FAR: 74

Level 26

(x) Played Chicken

(x) Been Pushed into a pool with all your clothes on

(x) Been told You're Hot By A Complete Stranger

(x) Broken A Bone

(x) Been Easily Amused

SO FAR: 79

Level 27

() Caught A Fish Then Ate It Later

(x) Made A Porn Video/got asked to make one

(x) Caught A Butterfly

(x) Laughed So Hard You Cried

(x) Cried So Hard You Laughed

SO FAR: 83

Level 28

(x) Mooned/Flashed Someone

(x) Had Someone Moon/Flash You

() Cheated On A Test

(x) Forgotten Someone's Name

(x) French Braided Someones Hair

( ) Gone Skinny Dipping

(x) Been Kicked Out Of Your House

SO FAR: 88

Level 29

(x) Rode A Roller Coaster

( ) Went Scuba-Diving/Snorkeling

(x) Had A Cavity

(x) Black-Mailed Someone

(x) Been Black Mailed

SO FAR: 92

Level 31

(x) Been Used

(x) Fell Going Up The Stairs

(x) Licked A Cat

(x) Bitten Someone

(x) Licked Someone

SO FAR: 97

Level 32

(x) Been shot at/or at gunpoint

( ) Had sex in the rain

( ) Flattened someones tires

(x) Rode in a car/truck until the gas light came on

( ) Got five dollars or less worth of gas

TOTAL: 99

Repost this with the title:

I've done ___ of the 120 stupidest things.

-- 99/120 of the stupidest things............................................

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List of Fears.

[] the dark

[/] staying single forever

[] being a parent

[/] giving birth

[ ] open spaces

[ ] closed spaces

[] heights

[ ] dogs

[ ] birds

[ ] fish

[] spiders

[ ] flowers or other plants

[] being touched

[ ] fire

[] deep water

[ ] silk

[ ] the ocean

[/] failure

[/] success

[ ] thunder/lightning

[ ] frogs/toads

[ ] my girlfriend's/boyfriend's dad

[ ] my girlfriend's/boyfriend's mum

[ ] rats

[] jumping from high places

[ ] snow

[ ] rain

[ ] wind

[ ] crossing hanging bridges

[] death

[ ] heaven

[ ] being robbed

[ ] falling

[ ] clowns

[ ] dolls

[] large crowds of people

[ ] men

[ ] women

[ ] having great responsibilities

[ ] doctors, including dentists

[ ] tornadoes

[ ] hurricanes

[ ] incurable diseases

[ ] sharks

[ ] Friday the 13th

[ ] ghosts

[ ] poverty

[ ] Halloween

[ ] school

[ ] trains

[ ] odd numbers

[ ] even numbers

[x] being alone

[/] becoming blind

[/] becoming deaf

[ ] growing up

[] creepy noises in the night

[ ] bee stings

[/] not accomplishing my dreams/goals

[] needles

[ ] blood

[ ] dinosaurs

[ ] the welcome mat

[ ] high speed

[] throwing up

[x] falling in love

[ ] super secrets

= 5.5

If you get more than 30, I strongly recommend some counseling.

If you get more than 20, you're paranoid.

If you get 10-20, you are normal.

If you get 10 or less, you're fearless

So I'm fearless I guess........

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Have you ever:

    1) Self harmed? Yes.

    2) Got into a real fight? Yes.

    3) Been too depressed to move out of your bed? Yes.

    4) Tried to commit suicide?                              Yes.

    5) Had to lie to EVERYONE about how you felt? Yes.

    6) Watched an entire season of a TV show in one sitting? Yeah

    7) Talked yourself out of serious trouble?  Yeah

    8) Accused someone of using you? Yes.........................

    9) Shoplifted? No.

    10) Gotten drunk/high? yeahh

    11) Been to a concert where your favorite artist was playing? no..

    12) Skipped doing homework to play a video game? Yeah

(Right now) Are you:

    13) Suicidal?                                                                                             Yes

     ... deleted 14......

    15) Avoiding someone? Sorta

    16) Avoiding some task? In a way

    17) Depressed?  Yes. >=[

    18) Crying? Not at this second

    19) Annoyed with a friend? sorta

    20) Worried and confused about something important to you? yes

Do you:

    21) Get depressed easily? Getting depressed and being depressed are two seperate things.

    22) Get jealous/envious easily? Sort of by some things but not by others.

    23) Feel listening to music can take your mind off things? Sometimes, yes.

    24) Worry about messing up your relationships a lot? only all the time.....

    25) Try hard in all your classes at school? Honestly, not really but I promised myself I would pick it up since it's my senior year.

    26) Go out drinking?  I would love to.... but I got no one to drink with and I have leadership tomorrow morning first thing.... wouldn't be very good.....

    27) Smoke cigarettes? No

    28) Smoke weed?  Not often but yes.

    29) Do any hard drugs? no

    30) If you said yes to 28 but no to 29, Why?  I'm in no hurry to ruin myself that way.... I already do enough shit to destroy myself.

    31) Believe in God/Belong to a religion of your own free will? no

    32) Avoid people you care about because you feel you will only hurt them? Yeah

    33) Agree that self harm numbs emotional pain?  Not really.... And what you do get out of it doesn't last for long.

    34) Believe people deserve second chances? Not always...

    35) Agree with 'An eye for an eye, a tooth for a tooth'? Depends what the agreement is about.

    36) Think things will get better?  It can't get worse save one possible thing..... So it'll either remain the same or get better or that one thing happens.......My guess is it'll remain the same for a long while before that thing happens, bit by bit.

    37) Feel afraid that you have done wrong and will eventually be punished?  be punished? Well not if you're speaking about god. But if Karma has anything to say, I'll get what I deserve, like I have been for quite some time.

    38) (be honest) Do you judge people who think differently to you? (seriously, be honest) No.

Preference in boyfriend/girlfriend:

    39) Long hair OR short hair?  I guess it depends on the guy... I don't complain either way but I like shaggy hair.

    40) (For Girls one) nice smile OR nice abs? Smile

    41) (For Guys one) nice smile OR nice chest?

    42) Shy OR open? A bit of both?

    43) Eyes OR body?  EYES

    44) Religious OR non-religious?  It doesnt bother me as long as they're decent about it

    45) Caring OR non-restricting of you? Both

    46) Straight edge OR non-straight edge? Depends on the circumstance

    47) Piercings OR no piercings? yes please. but not a must

    48) Tattoos OR no tattoos? tattoos.... but again not a must. between piercings and tattoos..... piercings.

    49) Quiet stay-at-home type OR party type? Sort of both but leaning toward the second

    50) Has friends you get along with OR has parents you get along with?  Both although I understand if he doesn't get along well with his parents or if SOME of his friends dont like me....

Would you:

    51) Drink alcohol until you were drunk? Yes

    52) Smoke weed? Yes

    53) Smoke cigarettes? No

    54) Get even with someone who betrayed you? Possibly

    55) Forgive a boyfriend/girlfriend who deeply hurt you? I try to ... It hurts a little more every day....

    56) Attempt to kill yourself if everything fails you?  why WOULDN'T I try again? Oh right, because I have made promises and deals..... doesn't stop the hospital though......

    57) Keep your faith (any religious view) no matter what? always

    58) Join a band as a part time activity? I've been offered before but it didn't really ever kick up.

    59) Feel sorry for someone who is being affected negatively from alcohol/drug abuse?  Sort of

    60) Stand up for your beliefs if someone strongly goes against them?  yes

    61) Go vegetarian for a month to see what is was like? absolutely.... if i could

    62) Fight someone who was harassing your friends/family?  Yes.

    63) Edit photos of yourself before posting them online?  not before... but after, yes.

    64) Put up with friends who constantly hated against something you believed in/supported? It depends which belief it is.

    65) Be friends with someone who was nice to you, but a cunt to other people?  Yeah I have tons of those.

    66) Not like someone simply because your friend(s) didn't like them?  Never

    67) Lie to someone close to you because you don't want them put up with your problems? All the time

    68) Starve yourself so you fit some certain clothes? I don't really need to.... I barely eat as is. And I still have fat. xD

    69) Get surgery on any part of you? If yes then which part of you? sure. Had surgery on my eyes.... no.

    70) Sleep naked? have before...

You can only choose one:

    71) Black or Orange? Black.

    72) Metalcore OR Post-Hardcore? Metal

    73) Cellphone or Computer? Not sure.... if i have one or the other then i am not totally lost. actually im not without both...

    74) Chocolate milk OR Coke? Chocolate milk

    75) Tumblr OR Friends? Friends

    76) Apple OR PC? PC.

    77) TV Shows OR Movies? Movies.

    78) Old bands OR new Bands? Which ever

    79) Pop-Punk OR Alternative Rock? Which ever

    80) Reading OR Listening to music? O.O Fuck it. \BOTH

    81) Coke OR Pepsi? pepsi because pepsi owns dr. pepper

    82) Staying who you are OR changing yourself drastically? depends......

    83) Breakdown OR Clean vocal bridge? Clean vocals.

    84) Jonny Craig OR Kellin Quinn? .... who?

    85) Ronnie OR Craig? Define your reason for your choice. I dunno..?

    86) Your life as a comedy OR Your life as a documentary? Comedy please...

    87) Go to outer space OR Go all around Europe?  emmm.... europe?

    88) Shoes OR Shirts? depends.....

    89) Chelsea Grin OR Suicide Silence?SUICIDE SILENCE

    90) Drop out of school to get a job OR stay at school and finish your education. Define your reason for your choice. Finish my education .......................................................................................................................... .

Almost over:

    91) So far have you told 90 truths? allegedly

    92) Are you quiet about your social life with your family? yes

    93) Do you want to travel when you are older? Yes

    94) Would you let go of people who mean the most to you to follow your dreams?  no.... i.... i couldnt.

    95) Did you notice there are no sex related questions?  I did

    96) Rather be the opposite gender?  some days

    97) What will you name your son/daughter? which is it? son or daughter?

    98) Do you get harassed more than most people do?  depends by whom........

    99) What band do you hate the most? Define your reason.  oh god i dunnno.......

    100) What makes you a bad person in your mind? Me.............

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[ ] I'm SKINNY, so I MUST be anorexic.

[x] I'm EMO, so I MUST cut my wrists.

[  ] I'm a NEGRO so I MUST carry a gun.

[ /] I'm BLONDE, so I MUST be a ditz

[  ] I'm JAMAICAN so I MUST smoke weed.

[  ] I'm HAITIAN so I MUST eat cat.

[  ] I'm ASIAN, so I MUST be sexy.

[  ] I'm JEWISH, so I MUST be greedy.

[  ] I'm GAY, so I MUST have AIDS.

[  ] I'm a LESBIAN, so I MUST have a sex-tape.

[  ] I'm ARAB, so I MUST be a terrorist.

[X] I SPEAK MY MIND, so I MUST be a Bitch/Bastard

[XXX

[ ] I'm a CHRISTIAN, so I MUST think gay people should go to hell.

[ ] I'm RELIGIOUS, so I MUST shove my beliefs down your throat.

[/] I'm ATHEIST so i MUST hate the world.

[x] I don't have a RELIGION, so I MUST be evil and have no morals

[  ] I'm REPUBLICAN, so I MUST not care about poor people.

[  ] I'm DEMOCRAT, so I MUST not believe in being responsible.

[  ] I am LIBERAL, so I MUST be gay.

[ ] I'm SOUTHERN, so I MUST be white trash.

[/] I TAKE ANTI-DEPRESSANTS, so I MUST be crazy.

[  ] I'm a GUY, so I MUST only want to get into your pants.

[ ] I'm IRISH, so I MUST have a bad drinking problem.

[  ] I'm INDIAN, so I MUST own a convenient store.

[ ] I'm NATIVE AMERICAN, so I MUST dance around a fire screaming like a savage.

[ ] I'm a CHEERLEADER, so I MUST be a whore...

[] I'm a DANCER, So i must be stupid, stuck up, and a whore

[ ] I wear SKIRTS a lot, so I MUST be a slut.

[x] I'm a PUNK, so I MUST do drugs.

[ ] I'm RICH, so I MUST be a conceited snob.

[x] I WEAR BLACK, so I MUST be a goth or emo.

[X] I'm a WHITE GIRL, so I MUST be a nagging, steal-your-money kind of girlfriend.

[ ] I'm CUBAN, so I MUST spend my spare time rolling cigars.

[ ] I FELL IN LOVE WITH A MARRIED MAN, so I MUST be a home-wrecking whore.

[ ] I'm a TEENAGE MOM, so I MUST be an irresponsible slut.

[ ] I'm POLISH, so I MUST wear my socks with my sandals

[ ] I'm ITALIAN, so I must have a "big one".

[ ] I'm EGYPTIAN, so I must be a TERRORIST!!

[so i have heard] I'm PRETTY, so I MUST not be a virgin.

[/] I HAVE STRAIGHT A'S, so I MUST have no social life.

[/] I DYE MY HAIR CRAZY COLORS, so I MUST be looking for attention.

[x] I DRESS IN UNUSUAL WAYS so I MUST be looking for attention.

[x] I'm INTO THEATER & ART, so I MUST be a homosexual. (and ya know if i was gay... i would be welcome to it)

[/] I'm a VEGETARIAN, so I MUST be a crazy political activist.

[X] I HAVE A BUNCH OF GUY FRIENDS, so I MUST be fucking them all.

[x] I HAVE A BUNCH OF GIRLS WHO ARE FRIENDS, so I MUST be a player.

[/] I have BIG BOOBS, so I MUST be a hoe.

[/] I have SMALL BOOBS, so I MUST be ugly.

[  ] I'm COLOMBIAN, so I MUST be a drug dealer.

[X] I WEAR WHAT I WANT, so I MUST be a poser.

[  ] I'm RUSSIAN, so I MUST be cool and thats how Russians roll.

[x] I'm GERMAN, so I must be a Nazi.

[x] I hang out with GAYS, so i must be GAY TOO

[X] I hang out with BI'S, so i must be BI TOO

[  ] I'm BRAZILIAN, so I MUST have a BIG BUTT.

[  ] I'm PUERTO RICAN, so I MUST look good and be conceited

[  ] I'm SALVADORIAN, so I MUST be in MS 13

[  ] I'm POLISH, so I MUST be greedy

[  ] I'm HAWAIIAN so I MUST be lazy

[  ] I'm PERUVIAN, so I MUST like llamas

[/] I'm a STONER so i MUST be going in the wrong direction

[/] I'm STRAIGHT EDGE so i must be violent.

[/] I'm a FEMALE GAMER, so I MUST be ugly.. or crazy.

[  ] I'm BLACK so I MUST love fried chicken and kool-aid.

[] I'm SINGLE so I MUST be ugly.

[/] I'm a GIRL who actually EATS LUNCH, so I must be FAT.

[x] I'm a SKATER so i must do weed and steal stuff

[x] I'm a PUNK so i must only wear black and date only other punks.

[  ] I'm ASIAN so i must be a NERD that does HOMEWORK 24/7

[ ] I'm CHRISTIAN so I MUST hate homosexuals.

[/] I'm a SATANIST, so I MUST be evil and sacrifice children's blood.

[/] I'm MIXED so i must be screwed up.

[  ] I'm MUSLIM so i MUST be a terrorist.

[x] I'm in BAND, so i MUST be a dork

[  ] I'm BLACK so I MUST believe JESUS WUZ A BROTHA

[  ] I'm MORMON so I MUST be perfect

[X] I'm WHITE and have black friends so I MUST think I'm black

[x] I'm GOTH so I MUST worship the devil.

[  ] I'm HISPANIC, so I MUST be dirty.

[x] I'm NOT LIKE EVERYONE ELSE, so I MUST be a loser.

[/] I'm OVERWEIGHT, so I MUST have a problem with self control.

[  ] I'm PREPPY, so I must be stuck-up

[X] I hang out with teenage drinkers and smokers, so I MUST smoke and drink too.

[X] I have ARTISTIC TALENT, so I MUST think little of those who don't.

[/] I don't like to be in a BIG GROUP, so I MUST be anti-social.

[/] I don't like them, so I MUST shun those who don't wear Abercrombie & Hollister.

[] I'm on a DANCE team, so I must be stupid, stuck up, and a whore.

[X] I'm YOUNG, so I MUST be naive.

[ ] I'm RICH, so I MUST be a conceited snob

[ ] I'm MEXICAN, so I MUST have hopped the border.

[ ] I GOT A CAR FOR MY BIRTHDAY, so I MUST be a spoiled brat.

[  ] I'm BLACK, so I MUST love watermelon

[ ] I'm BI, so I MUST think every person I see is hot.

[  ] I'm BI-CURIOUS, so I MUST be fucked up and confused.

[  ] I'm ASIAN GUY, so I MUST have a small thingy.

[  ] I'm a GUY CHEERLEADER, so I MUST be gay.

[  ] I'm PREP, so I MUST be rich.

[x] I don't like the SUN so I MUST be albino.

[x] I have a lot of FRIENDS, so I MUST love to drink and party.

[  ] I wear tight PANTS and I'm a guy, so I MUST be emo.

[ ] I couldn't hurt a FLY, So I MUST be a girl thingy.

[x] I support GAY RIGHTS, so I MUST fit in with everyone.

[X] I have a DIFFERENT sense of HUMOR, so I MUST be crazy.

[X] I tell people OFF, so I MUST be an over controlling bastard.

[] My hair gets GREASY a lot, so I MUST have no hygiene skills.

[x] I'm DEFENSIVE, so I MUST be over controlling and a bitch.

[ ] I'm a NUDIST, so I MUST want everyone to see my boobs.

[x] I read Comics, so I MUST be a loser.

[/] I hang out with a FORMER PROSTITUTE.. So I MUST be a whore myself.

[ ] I'm TEXAN so I MUST ride a horse

[x] I'm a CROSSDRESSER, so I Must be homosexual.

[x] I draw ANIME so I MUST be a freak.

[x] I am a FANGIRL so I MUST be a crazy, obsessed stalker.

[  ] I WATCH PORN so I MUST be perverted.

[] I'm DUTCH so I MUST be into drugs.

[] I'm an ONLY CHILD so I MUST be spoiled.

[X] I'm INTELLIGENT so I MUST be weak.

[ ] I am AMERICAN so I MUST be an obese, loud-mouthed and arrogant.

[ ] I'm WELSH so I MUST love sheep

[X] I'm a YOUNG WRITER, so I MUST be emo.

[x] I'm CANADIAN, so I MUST talk with a funny accent.

[  ] I'm a GUY, so I MUST ditch my pregnant girlfriend.

[x] I'm CANADIAN, so I MUST love hockey and beavers.

[  ] I'm DISABLED, so I MUST be on Welfare.

[ ] I'm a FEMINIST, so I MUST have a problem with sexuality and I want to castrate every man on the earth.

[X] I'm a TEENAGER, so I MUST have a STEREOTYPE.

[  ] I WEAR A BIG SUNHAT when I go outside, so I MUST be stupid.

[x] I like BLOOD, so I must be a VAMPIRE.

[  ] I'm ALBINO, so I MUST be an evil person with mental abilities and is A MURDERER!

[ ] I'm BRITISH, so I MUST speak with either a cocky or a posh accent, love tea and cricket, and have bad teeth.

[X] I'm WHITE, so I MUST be responsible for everything going wrong on the planet: past, present, and future.

[] I don't like YAOI or YURI, so I must be a HOMOPHOBE.

[/] I'm not the most POPULAR person in school, so I MUST be a loser

[x] I care about the ENVIRONMENT...I MUST be a tree hugging hippy

[x] I have a FAN CHARACTER, so I MUST be an annoying Mary-sue.

[/] I'm PAGAN so I MUST sacrifice babies and drink the blood of virgins

[/] I'm PAGAN so I MUST worship Satan

[  ] I'm CONSERVATIVE, so I MUST be against Abortion

[  ] I'm SWEDISH so I MUST be a tall blond blue-eyed lesbian.

[  ] I'm a LESBIAN so I MUST want to get with every single girl that I see.

[X] I like CARTOONS, so I MUST be IRRESPONSIBLE.

[X] I like READING, so I MUST be a LONER.

[x] I have my OWN spiritual ideology; therefore I MUST be WRONG or MISGUIDED.

[x] I am WICCAN, so I MUST be a SATANIST.

[X] I DISAGREE with my government, so I MUST be a TERRORIST.

[  ] I'm DANISH so I MUST hate all Swedes.

[/] I am a WITCH, so I MUST be and OLD HAG and fly on a broomstick.

[x] I love YAOI, so I MUST be GAY.

[ ] I DON'T CURSE, so I MUST be an outcast

[X] I'm a GEEK so I MUST look stupid and have no social life.

[X] I like GAMES, ANIME and COMICS, so I MUST be childish

[  ] I'm SWEDISH, therefore I MUST be WHITE.

[X] I SPOT GRAMMATICAL ERRORS, so I MUST be a pedantic bastard.

[x] I'm GOTHIC, so I MUST be mean.

[x] I'm STRONG so I MUST be stupid.

[ ] I'm Australian so I MUST hunt crocodiles and talk to kangaroo's

[x] I go to RENFAIRES, so I MUST talk weird, be a loser, and not be up with the times

[ ] I'm GAY so I'm after EVERY straight guy around.

[ ] I don't want a BOYFRIEND so I MUST be Lesbian.

[x] I'm NOT CHRISTIAN so I MUST just need converting.

[ ] I love marching band, so I MUST be a friendless freak.

[/] I DRINK and SMOKE, so I MUST have no life.

[ ] I'm SCOTTISH so I MUST run around in a kilt playing bag pipes.

[ ] I'm FRENCH so I MUST be a stuck up person who get abortions.

[X] I'm a TEENAGER, so I MUST have no clue.

[X] I'm a FANGIRL/BOY so I MUST be annoying and over-obsessed

[X] I'm a PERSON, so I MUST be LABELED

-----------------------------------

A

- Available: no

- Age: 17 in a month

- Annoyance: A lot

- Allergic: n/a

- Animal: hmm.... imma go with.... panda bears.

- Actor: a couple...

B

- Beer: Gross...

- Birthday/Birthplace: October 10th, 1995 in Regina, Sk

- Best Friends: :iconChoccolate-Wood: Kira, Will and right now all I can say for sure is that the sad thing is, I don't know who my best friends are right now. Quite honestly it's probably just those 3 and Josh and Amanda atm......

- Body Part on opposite/same sex: eyes <3 :3

- Best feeling in the world: When someone you love can make you REALLY smile after so long of faking it...

- Blind or Deaf: neither

- Best weather: between -10 and 10 degrees C.

- Been in Love: yeah..

- Been –beep- out?: if you mean what I think you mean, yes.... but why'd you -beep- it out? it's not a bad word.

- Been on stage?: yepp.

- Believe in yourself? HAH! I mean... I try to....? That counts, right?

- Believe in life on other planets: Yeah, sure! that'd be awesome.

- Believe in miracles: nope

- Believe in Magic: sorta

- Believe in God: no

- Believe in Satan: no

- Believe in Santa: No

- Believe in Ghosts/spirits: Yes.

- Believe in Evolution: in a way

C

- Car: Got a pen and paper?

- Candy: gummy bears

- Colour: purple, black, green and BRIGHT orange... and electric blue

- Cried in school: ... a couple times...

- Chocolate/Vanilla: typically vanilla

- Chinese/Mexican: Chinese

- Cake or pie: hmmm.......

- Countries to visit: All around the world baby.... especially Norway, Germany, Switzerland..... ya you get it.

D

- Day or Night: Night

- Dream vehicle: pen and paper, pen and paper.

- Danced: yeah. xD

- Dance in the rain?: Yes! All the time.

- Dance in the middle of the street?: Where else would I dance in the rain?

- Do the splits?: Yeah

E

- Eggs: meh

- Eyes: *drool*

- Everyone has: a secret.

- Ever failed a class?: Nope.

F

- First crush: dont even remember or care.

- Full name: Adelheid Liesel Maria von Morhart

- First thoughts waking up: UGH

- Food: tacos... and wontons... and VIETNAMESE SPRING ROLLS

G

- Greatest Fear: try only real fear.

- Giver or taker: depends how you look at it.

- Goals: to improve. not specific enough? I know.

- Gum: ohhh where did my gum go? hmm....

- Get along with your parents?: no..... and yes.... but no.

- Good luck charms: more of a hopeful thing to me.

H

- Hair Colour: honey brown

- Height:  5' 5"

- Happy: ...

- Holidays: Christmas cuz it's so pretty outside!

- How do you want to die?: something eventful. And.... painful. At least in part, in a way.

- Health freak?: Not really

- Hate: Oh I can make a list..

I

(In boys)

- Eye colour: Blue.... or Green.... or....well I love eyes in general. <3

- Hair Colour: doesnt really matter to me... typically black or brown.

- Height: uhh.... taller than me?

- Clothing Style: uhh.... not lame....?

- Characteristics: depends. but must make me laugh.... which isnt hard.... but I mean..... oh im not elaborating

- Ice Cream: yumm...... ummmm...... tiger tiger.....

- Instrument: Guitar, first. Or drums.

J

- Jewelry: A few things.... some of which I'm not mentioning solely because they weren't important enough to mention to someone else..... >.>

- Job: looking

K

- Kids: one day, yes

- Kick-boxing or karate: either/or

- Keep a journal?: ...does dA count? Even though I don't really talk about a lot of things...?

L

- Longest Car Ride: Rosetown to Vancouver Island

- Love: *sigh*

- Letter: S, R or J

- Laughed so hard you cried: Yes

- Love at first sight: Infatuation.

M

- Milk flavour: Strawberry

- Movie: LOTR, RE, Boondock Saints

- Mooned anyone?: yeah but not on purpose

- Marriage: some day hopefully....

- Motion sickness?: nope

- McD's or BK: meh.

N

- Number of Siblings: ehhh. Dont make me think. Right now that I'm living with? One, sorta

- Number of Piercings: none yet.

- Number: 7, 13, 21,.................................... 69, 666 XD

O

- Overused Phrases: Fuck you, Fuck that, Fuck it, Thanks tips, Son of a Protestant Whore, Fuck the hell yes, Protestant fuck-bucket

- One wish: Saskatoon.......

- One phobia: I don't really have phobias... I have a fear.... that is totally rational, given how things go for me.

P

- Place you'd like to live: Somewhere else

- Pepsi/Coke: Pepsi owns Dr. Pepper

Q

- Quail: what?

- Questionnaires: I don't really know why I do them.... I like questions?

- Quote: "Don't worry about life because you won't survive it anyway."

R

- Reason to cry: I have many. And yet.....

- Reality T.V.: don't really watch it

- Radio Station: C95 bitch!!!! or Rock102

- Roll your tongue in a circle?: I can.

S

- Song: Animal I have Become, Guys Don't Like Me, Payhone

- Shoe size: 9 or 10

- Sushi: yes please

- Skipped school: hellz yeah

- Slept outside: yes

- Seen a dead body?: Yepp

- Smoked?: not cigarettes.........

- Skinny dipped?: Not really

- Shower daily?:  Yepp

- Sing well?: I can but I don't like to in front of people.

- In the shower?: Yes

- Swear?: every couple words or so.

- Stuffed Animals?: I collect em.

- Single/Group dates: Either/or

- Strawberries/Blueberries: both.... but only frozen blueberries

- Scientists need to invent: not invent. PERFECT. Teleportation. please??

T

- Time for bed: I don't have one.

- Thunderstorms: PLEASE!!!!!!!!!!!!!

- Touch your tongue to your nose?: nope

U

- Unpredictable: I am.

- Understanding?: Very

- Under the influence?: Not right now......

V

- Vegetable you hate: Cauliflower

- Vegetable you love: corn

- Vacation spot: somewhere tropical or ancient

W

- Weakness: depends on the person

- When you grow up: psychology or nursing

- Which one of your friends acts the most like you: hmm.........

- Who makes you laugh the most: Josh or Kira or if she's in a good-ish mood or ..... Well Will is capable of doing so if we aren't having a serious conversation. If we are, then he doesn't try. He's good about that.

- Worst feeling: Feeling? Being "emotionally shut off" as Kayley puts it.

- Wanted to be a model?: no.

- Where do we go when we die: 6 feet under ground so maggots can eat us....

- Worst weather: sun

- Walk with a book on your head?: I can easily. But dont want to right now.

X

- X-Rays: mehh

Y

-Year it is now: 2012

-Yellow: depends......

Z

- Zoo animal: monkey?

- Zodiac sign: Libra

~~~~~

Will you talk to the person you like on the phone tonight?

Uhh... which phone? And maybe or probably. :/

Ever had a near death experience?

"Near" death? you could say that

Where's your cell phone?

on the arm of the couch beside me.

What is the last thing you thought about?

uhhh... people

Do you regret anything?

Kind of, yeah

If you found out you were pregnant who would you tell?

FUCK. , Kira, Liza.... and Amanda. I'd WANT to tell others but.....

What are you going to do this weekend?

uh. Next weekend..... Jack squat so far?

When was the last time you talked to one of your best friends?

Texting one right now.....

Do you prefer revenge or just pure jealousy/envy?

I wouldn't TRY to sink down to the level of revenge.... but if it went there accidentally, I wouldn't exactly be "sorry". Well I would and I wouldn't... :/

Who would you like your next "fling" to be with?

............................. Im'ma keep it simple and just say I have a boyfriend.

Would you curse in front of your parents?

Fuck yeah

What kind of camera do you have?

Kodak C195 Share Button

Would you rather go to a party or out of town?

Out of town party.

Are you slowly drifting away from someone close?

I already have.... I hope not anyone else.

When was the last time you held someone's hand?

yesterday

Who can you tell everything to?

The question is ...... can I really? But I'll say , Will, Kira..... Amanda and Josh and Liza.... even though I don't.... I think I can.

Can you play guitar hero?

yeah, fairly

is any part of your body sore?

In a way.............

missing someone right now?

Yes...

is there someone on your mind that shouldn't be?

yes -.-

When was the last time you saw the person you last kissed?

Uh.... yesterday

Do you like your phone?

no... but getting a new one.

Last thing alcohol beverage?

vodka

Have you ever slept in a bed with the opposite sex?

yes, quite frequently

Have any of your best friends ever back stabbed you?

yes >.<

If you had to move in with a friend, which one would you pick?

, apparently

What's the seventh text message in your inbox say?

"But I still have to surprise you and I gotta figure out how to do that"

When is your next road trip?

I dunno.........

What did you do the weekend?

"the" weekend?

Met anyone new in the past week?

hmmmm...... yes.new school, ya know?

What do your bestfriends call you?

Heidi, Heidi-Bear, Hunny Bunny, Honey Bear, Cooper....

And BTW, Jenn... I always use capitals. THEY don't. JennJenn. and jenn jenn. >.<

Who was the last person to go to the movies with you?

movies..... I'm gonna guess my brother.

Are you currently fighting with someone?

Sorta yes, sorta no.....

Last time you had butterflies in your stomach?

umm........ I'm kinda numb to butterflies now......

Who/What would you like to see right now?

People.....

Are you mad at someone right now?

Sorta.....

What's the nicest text in your outbox say?

the nicest..... I dunno.... ex: "No. You are very good looking but I can't say you are a 'beautiful' man.. You aren't feminine at all. "

Do you mainly use your house phone or your cell phone?

Cell, typically..... But I was on the house phone for..... 4 hours last night.... fuck. O.O

Is there an empty place in your heart?

yeah

Do you count down the days till anything?

Not now.

Are you looking forward to something as of right now?

I'm not sure.... oh wait.... getting a new phone.

Have you ever been called a tease?

Fuck. Yes.

What are your chances of getting with your crush?

...............

What is the farthest you've traveled with a friend?

Uhh...... Hinton?

Are any of your friends so close that you consider them family?

Yes!

Anyone told you a secret this week?

yepp

Do you ever turn your cell phone off?

rarely

Do you hate anyone?

yes

Last time you wore the opposite sex's clothing?

right now....

What do you want in your life right now?

Things.....

When was the last time you laughed so hard you thought you were going to cry?

I dunno.......

Did you tell someone something today?

Ummm.. yes... i told several people many things.

Do you trust people easily?

not at all

What were you doing at 9pm Friday night?

ummm............. watching netflix?

~~~~~

Best

1. Male Friend: :/ Will and Josh.... other than that.... I dunno.

2. Female Friend: Jenn, Amanda, Liza, Kira...... I... see above.

3. Vacation: BC

4. Memory: ..........................................................................................................

Worst

1. Time of day: Late morning/early afternoon

2. Day of the week: Monday

3. Food: dunno.............

4. Memory: I could name a few.........

Last

1. Person you saw:

2. Talked to on the phone: Josh

3. Text: Josh and Logan

4. Messaged over Facebook: Kira

Today

1. What are you doing right now?  Holding back tears thanks to song that Jenn was listening to.....

2. Wearing? shorts... a shirt.... a sweater

3. Better than yesterday? No.... Last night was better.... yesterday was better.

4. Did you see the person you like? No

5. What's the weather? meh

Tomorrow

1. Is: Monday >.<

2. Got any plans? nope. school

3. Dislikes about tomorrow: school

Favorite

1. Number: 7, 13, 21 typically.

2. Song: Animal I have Become...? I have a lot

3. Season: Summer/Spring

4. Cartoon: Uh.. dunno.... Josh even asked me this last night. >.<

Currently

1. Missing someone: Yes

2. Mood: neutral

3. Wanting: hugs

4. Listening to: Underneath by Adam Lambert

True or False

I am a morning person: true

I am an only child: false

I am currently in my PJ's: true and false

I am currently suffering from a broken heart: true...... sorta

I can be paranoid at times: True

I currently regret something that I have done: true

I curse frequently: True

I enjoy country music: false

I enjoy hip hop: trueish

I enjoy techno/trance: true

I enjoy talking on the phone: True

I have a hidden talent: True

I have a secret that I am ashamed to reveal: True

I have all my grandparents: False

I have at least one brother and/or sister: True

I have been told that I have an unusual sense of humor: True

I have changed a diaper: True

I have changed a lot over the past year: true

I have done something illegal: True

I have had major/minor surgery: True

I have had my hair cut within the last 2 months: true-ish... my bangs count?

I have had the cops called on me: True

Single or Taken: taken..

Eye color: amber usually

Hair: honey brown.... with some faded purple

Height:m 5' 5"

Righty or lefty: ambidextrous

Can you make a dollar in change right now? yes

~~~~~

Who did you last shoot a dirty look at?

Hah. Logan

What kind of car do you drive?

i Don't

ever had a garage sale?

nope

What kind of dog do you have?

a mutt. sorta

What's for dinner tonight?

IDFK

What is the last drink you drank?

ice water

Last time you were sick?

what kind of sick are we talking here...?

How long is your hair?

long

Are you happy right now?

nah.

What did you say last?

"What is this song called?"

Who came over last?

Logan

Do you drink beer?

No...................................................................................................

Have your brothers or sisters ever told you that you were adopted?

not really...?

What is your favorite key chain on your key?

uhhh dunno

What is in your pocket?

nothing

Who introduced you to your boyfriend or girlfriend?



Who is the last person you had a phone conversation with?

Josh. And it was a pretty good one.

What DVD is in your DVD player?

Nothing..?

What's something fun you did today?

nothing.

What do you think of when you hear the word "meow"?

KITTY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

What are you listening to right now?

Stronger by Kelly Clarkson

What have you had to drink so far today?

fresca and water

When is your birthday?

october tenth

What's the area code for your cell phone?

306 for now

Where did you buy the shirt you're wearing now?

dunno

Is there anything hanging from your rear view mirror?

nope...

What are you going to do after this?

going to visit Jenn as she cleans up her stuff... and probably help a bit.... where I can

What is something you need to go shoppin for?

ummm

Do you like pickles?

YES!

How about olives?

no

What is your favorite kind of gum?

the kind you chew.....? 5 or Stride

Do you have any tan lines?

yuss

Do you remember the name of your kindergarten teacher?

Umm... yes............

Who was the last person to call you baby?

"baby"? uhhh...... Will? "Babe"? Logan

When you're at the grocery store do you use the self checkout?

yes, sometimes

Has anyone ever sang to you?

yeah.......

If you were abandoned in the wilderness, would you survive?

Yeah

What is your favorite color?

ugh, this again?

What color are your eyes?

amber........................

What is a compliment you receive way too often?

"cute" .... once is too often

Who was the last person to say they loved you and when?

I..... don't know....... Logan probably................................................................................................

Do you like your parents?

no.

Why did your last relationship end?

Because. "I'm not really who I say am" and I was more like his "best friend" Yeah..... now.... what was that? >.<

Who was the last person you said you loved on the phone?

I have no fucking clue.

Where is the furthest place you've traveled?

Vancouver Island

Which do you prefer, to eat or sleep?

uhhh.........

Do you look more like your mom or your dad?

My Dad

How long does it take you to shower?

Depends

Can you use the grill?

yeah sorta

Are you flexible?

yupp

What movie do you want to see?

Resident Evil: Retribution

What did you on New Years Eve 2007?

I dont know.......

Was your mom a cheerleader?

Nope. Thank god

What is the last letter of your middle name?

L and A HAHAHA LA.

How many hours of sleep did you get last night?

uh....

Do you wear your seatbelt in the car?

usually but I dont like to..

Are you scared of flying?

No

What do you sleep in?

A bed...?

Do you have any tatoos?

Nah. not yet. sadly

What is your favorite song at the moment?

*sigh*

Do you like chocolate?

not really, no. depends on my mood.

Are you easy to get along with?

most of the time.

Any up coming events you're excited for?

ummmm OH! Leadership camp. And Anniversary event in S'toon.

~~~~~~~

Have you ever made out in a bathroom?

No.

Do you think the last person you kissed is nice?

Oh, ... uhh.... yeah I guess...?

Who was the last person to call you?

Josh

What is the last non-alcoholic beverage you had?

ice water. --.--

When is the last time you cried?

A tiny bit today. a tiny bit yesterday.

Are you scared of spiders?

no

Would you go back in time if you were given the chance?

maybe but i dont think so....

What are your plans for this weekend?

Idk yet.

Ever been swimming in a lake or river?

Yeah.

Last person you drove with in a car?

Mom-B, Dad-B and Logan

What did you last buy?

some drink

What's irritating you right now?

a lot

What radio station(s) do you listen to?

i dont any more........

Are you afraid of the dark?

Nah

Are you listening to music right now?

yes

Do you like Chinese food?

Yes

What is the last movie you saw in theaters?

NO fucking clue

Is there anyone you wish was still in your life?

Yeah...

Do you get distracted easily?

Wha? uh...No, I.... whats this song called?? :/

First time you kissed the last person you kissed?

Uh.... me no know

Was this the best year of your life?

no.

Who are your best friends?

already listed above somewhere............ grrrrr. STOP REPEATING!

What was going through your mind during your last kiss?

.... nothing....?

Is it easier to forgive or forget?

Forgive.

Are you jealous of someone?

yeah.

What last made you laugh the hardest?

Josh made me laugh pretty hard on the phone last night I guess... sorta

Do you flirt a lot?

unintentionally. most of the time......

Would you live with someone without marrying them?

uh... yeah...

Have you ever had a dream about people you love dying?

OMG yes........ D:

Who was the last person you cried in front of?

CRIED. cried?................ myself.

Have you ever changed clothes in a vehicle?

Yes.

Who was the last person that made you feel safe, why?

Dunno............

Have you ever liked someone so much that it hurts?

Yes

Have you ever broken someone's heart?

yes.. :/

Do you believe that you are a good boyfriend or girlfriend?

meh.

What did you do yesterday?

went to SC to get my 'mother' to sign shit.

Have you ever dated Someone Older Than You?

Yes..............

What time did you go to bed at and when did you awake?

fuck. uhhhh I promised I would try to sleep at 3:30, 4, only so Josh would go to sleep and I was up at 8:30

Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance?

Not everyone... but I tend to give them seconds anyway.

Believe in love at first sight?

Infatuation.

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Do you want a bright yellow '06 mustang?

no

What's something you've always wanted?

..........

Would you rather swim in the ocean or a lake?

Ocean.... or lake. either works.

Do you wear a lot of black?

Yes.

Describe your hair.

long, curls..... a pain. -.-

Do you have a tan?

HAH! no.

Are you a television addict?

No.

Do you enjoy spending time with your mom?

no

Are you a sugar freak?

no

What is your favorite kind of movie?

comedy or horror

Star sign?

Libra. >.<

Where do you wish you were right now?

S'toon..............

Whats your favorite part of the day?

between sunset and sunrise

What brand of shirt are you wearing.

dunno... oh wait, bluenotes

What are your plans for the weekend?

NOTHING YET

Have you kissed anyone today?

Nope.

What's on your mind right now?

A lot...

Are you excited?

not really

How's your day?

......................... meh

Have you cried recently?

yepp, a bit

What are you doing now?

music

Listening to anything?

music

Are you talking to anyone?

texting

How's life?

meh

Who do you like?

Sigh!........................................

Does anyone like you?

yes

Do you curse often?

yes

Is taking a shower a daily habit?

YES!

When was the last time you cried?

fer fuck sakes!

Do you use lyrics to express how you feel?

YES! All the time!

Are you ashamed of your past?

yes and no

Where does your Grandma live?

... which one?

Has anyone close to you ever died?

yes............. D:

Who's always there for you?

Always? If I believe what's been said..... Josh, Jenn, Will, Andrew, Amanda, Liza........ Rodger, Justin, Katherine. HAHAHAHAHAHA not.

Where is your phone?

couch

Where are you at right now?

my house..... yeah, my house

What are you doing tonight?

Sleeping??

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Answer in one word:

You are: neutral

You like: kitties

What do you like the most about earth: things

Name one friend you would eat for 1,000,000$: .............

Would you kill a dog for 1 million dollars: D:

Yes or no:

Live with your parents? Yes. sorta

Have more than 100$ in your wallet? yes...?

Seen someone get killed or die infront of you: yes

Been raped? .....

have siblings? yes

Put an x to everything tht is true:

Have you ever…

[ ] Fantisised about your teacher?

[x] Wanted to kill someone?

[x] Stuck your gum under a table

[x] told a friend that you were doing something else with your family, even though you had already promised them to do something with them?

[x] said i love you, and actually felt it

[ ] faked to be handicap just to be in those handicap parkings?

you are naturally;

[] Blonde

[x] Brunette

[ ] red head

[ ] Other-

Answer these questions:

What should you be doing right now? ehh.

Where would you want to be right now? S'toon........

What's your goal in life? Just... a lot

would you like to be a taxi driver? No.

Have you ever spent a whole day on the search of the perfect bumper sticker for your friend? No

Worst memory of school? meh

Who's your worst enemy? meh

Whats your worst fear? something

ever laughed so hard that you peed? not so hard that i actually peed......

Have you ever ate and then puked it out on purpose? yes

ever been so drunk that you felt numb? no. not the drunk part anyway

Ever cut yourself? yes.

Had gossip written about you on the bathroom wall? No

Do you like yourself? nyeh

Are you conceited? No

Do you like men, or women? men

Has anybody ever thought you were a homo? joked. but didnt really believe

Are you a homo? No

are you single? no

if not, Are you married? No

Are you secretly in love? no?????????????????

Do you have a diary? No

Have you ever stayed in the shower for more than 1 hour? Yes

Do you sing in the shower? sometimes

Two Facebook Accounts? no

Do you own a laptop? no

do you own a camera? yes

been to facebooknotes.net? yupp

How's the weather? meh

What season are we in? getting on Fall now

What would you like to be later on in life? Psychologist or Nurse / Photographer

What sign are you? Libra?

Are you gay-phobic? No!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I am not a homophobe!

What's your pet peeve? Poor Grammar! Among other things.

Do you wear braces? no

Do you wear glasses? reading glasses

Favourite song? >.<

Song stuck in your head? sorta

Last book you read? Chosen

Favourite disney princess: dunno

Spell your name with your favourite movies: .... what? How the hell.......?

favourite tv show? Big Bang Theory, Walking Dead

Are you religious? no

How old are you? 16

are you a man? No

if so, have you hit puberty yet? uhh.... yes I have but im not a man.

Do you moan in the shower like in those Herbal Essence commercials? Noooo........ O.o

Ever fallen asleep in the shower? no.